waiting

i still cant sleep early tonight

as usual, waiting for a call

waiting sometime excites me

but sometime it makes me angry

depend on what you wait

waiting on something that you really like

it excites you

makes you happy even if you have to wait for years

but normal people usually can't wait for years

enough for three months and they have already lose patience

it is a lie if someone said that they can wait for years

without losing patience

people do lots of things

when they lose patience

for example

if you are waiting for an item to be delivered

you can wait for an hour

then you'd start calling and calling and calling till the item has arrived

once you have start calling

you actually have lost your patience

this can apply to almost anything

waiting for girlfriend or boyfriend

waiting for the internet to load

waiting for the lift

waiting for someone

waiting for time

ever press a lift button repeatedly?

even though you know that nothing is gonna change?

the lift won't suddenly open even if you press the button hundreds of time

ryte?

that is why i admire willie,

the character from waiting for forever movie

even if it will take many more years to wait

he will be there

waiting

the only thing that i'm afraid about waiting is

when you wait for someone

that you know that they will never come back

when you wait for a call

that you know that you'll never get

when you wait for your heart

that you know that it will never beat

i am not afraid of dying

i know that everyone will die

i am just afraid

of leaving the person i love behind