Why must him?

Orang mesti fikir, why ah this girl obses sangat about her boyfriend? Always tell people how great is her boyfriend. Dia ingat orang lain pun takde boyfriend ke? Boyfriend orang lain pun tak hebat ke?

I'm not obsessing about my boyfriend. The truth is, i don't have story to tell.

I don't have cat, dog, hamster or any pet that i can care, love or annoyed.

All of my siblings have been happily married and I'm no longer close to them. Or at least feel annoyed by them.

The only thing left is my parents and maybe just some stuff i do.

I do try to get obsess with things. But as a student, i have a very strict access to money, which is the source of all evil.

And surprise! My boyfriend is the source of my happiness without selfishness.

My parents do think about my happiness. And guess what? I need to do what makes them happy first. And if i don't, i'll be anak durhaka. Those stress buat aku rasa nak lari jauh.

And without him, I'm always thinking of running away from home. To far far away land.